Firstly, I need to get all my stories off of blogspot and on here. I like tumblr way more! (No offense, blogspot. What we had was sweet, but short lived.)

Now, recently, I’ve been going through a hard time. I felt like shit, to be honest. I felt like a lot of my brothers had turned their backs on me. And I had no one to turn to. That’s changed in the recent days. Finding brothers I can talk to and, just tonight, winning a new binder that I needed desperately. I feel like my luck is turning around. Which is good. I think I need that. Need that boost to get out of the depression and funk.

Since starting T I’ve been generally happier, but I just found myself in a rut. Hopefully that’s changed now. I feel great.

After finding out I won, I cried. The tears were like a cleansing. Getting out all the hurt I’ve been feeling lately with all the brothers who have turned their backs on me.

If anyone wants to know the group doing the give-a-ways, send me a message or reach me on facebook. They plan on doing many more.

I’m so happy. I’ll post up an old story I wrote and get the rest of these tears out.